all youve been doing is chasing and chasing from behind. you looked like a fool. who would have cared to wait up. who would have cared about you.
its time to wake up and smell the coffee. you guys have no chemistry. all theyve been doing is pretend. making bonds because of certain purposes. maybe you were used. maybe they just didnt like you anymore. maybe the liked the old you. maybe they found better friends. all awkward and somehow, theres the funny feeling where they they just want to go away.
you guys cant even talk properly to each other. cant you see??
still you sit alone. in that dark corner. all you can do is doodle to occupy yourself. ignoring all those facts. ignoring your true feelings. even though deep down, you just wanted to start over or runaway. you just wanted them back. you just wanted your friends again.
yet you always asked why. "why are they doing this to me?" even though you knew the answers. take off that mask. take away your enthusiasm. nobody cares. they will never care. stop trying. please just be yourself. who cares. stop chasing you idiot. just occupy yourself and mind your own business.
sometimes..i just hate my awful social life.. =____=
I would love to be friends with you <3 I feel like a slight creeper lol And of course you can make new friends!!! >u< Be outgoing but cautious at the same time. Cautious as in make sure they aren't using you in anyway and then it's all good : ) Being on deviantart, I am sort of a new member so I do not have many friends here to talk to ;w; But I'm always happy to make a new friend to talk to so that deviantart isn't just a huge pot full of strangers to me T__T
I understand how u feel, now I jump between my friends because sometimes I just don't feel wanted but, I have found that they do start acting like there old selves again after a little while and if they don't, obviously ur a better friend. But sitting alone, while it may feel safer won't get u anywhere, be out going, talk to them and other people, that's what I've been doing, I'm starting to make more friends so that if mine give up on me then I won't be alone. I know ts scary. Dont worry. It will be ok. Be u and u'll find the right people. Great pic by the way ^^
thanks so much T__T yeah..im trying to be more outgoing now, with different ppl. u cant expect to just wait till ppl come to you right? i hope to meet the right ppl some day T__T
It does take a while sometimes to find your true friends. I use to change friends frequently cuz of different things but now I've found some friends who are great. As *SotokuA said,just be yourself and you'll attract the right people. Sometimes that doesn't happen so try to find people who are similar to you ( maybe i dunno T n T )
Half my friends are guys, cuz sometime I feel like they are more friendly. They don't seem to judge me the way girls do.
Anyway, I'm sure you'll find great friends sooner or later .
its sad cuz i thought they were my friends cause we've been together since ever T___T but yeah..ppl change right..i hope to meet the right ppl T__T i know right? guy friends are more friendly-er and they dont judge >__< but the problem is sometimes they go and sometimes they come. like an on/off thing. idk..based on my experiece
And of course you can make new friends!!! >u< Be outgoing but cautious at the same time. Cautious as in make sure they aren't using you in anyway and then it's all good : )
Being on deviantart, I am sort of a new member so I do not have many friends here to talk to ;w; But I'm always happy to make a new friend to talk to so that deviantart isn't just a huge pot full of strangers to me T__T
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Half my friends are guys, cuz sometime I feel like they are more friendly. They don't seem to judge me the way girls do.
Anyway, I'm sure you'll find great friends sooner or later .
i know right? guy friends are more friendly-er and they dont judge >__< but the problem is sometimes they go and sometimes they come. like an on/off thing. idk..based on my experiece
thank you :')
I hope you meet the right people too ^ u ^